Tuesday, February 9, 2010

i honestly just don't know what to think right now ... i just feel like i'm so confused. things just aren't weren't adding up and i knew it from the fucking beginning. things like this just really piss me off cus you just try .. ughhh i'm so pissed. this is getting mad tiring. i don't know, i kinda don't want to type anymore cus i know i'll get real obvious or specific. i just honestly feel sick to my stomach right now. it's just so hard to trust people these days cus so many are so quick to play with your fucking emotions like they don't matter or something. that's what really turns me off from people in general. they're so quick to care about themselves but take advantage of something they want or something right in front of them. i believe in giving people the benefit of the doubt ... but right now i don't know if it matters anymore. i just can't believe this. i need to get this figured out tomorrow, seriously. i can't keep putting it off.

i'm glad i talked to my best friend before deciding on what i'm going to do ... i think i have a pretty solid plan ... i don't have anything else to say ....