Monday, January 25, 2010

I feel like I have problems I can't talk to anybody about. Like I know I can ... but it's like I have this wave of fear come over me and I don't know where it comes from. Desperately I seek to get the courage to speak what's on my mind ... but the mere thought I shy away from. It's a continuous back and forth routine that I've been enduring lately. But when it comes to matters of actually acting on it ... it just doesn't come true. It just doesn't happen. Thinking on it, it's not like I really have anything to be worried about. It's easy for me to write it out on paper ... but that's the only way I have accomplished communicating my problems ... and truthfully that's just not good enough. Obviously ... yeah ... hm. I feel like I should add a lot more ... but I don't want to start getting specific or anything.


anyways,
peace.