Saturday, September 26, 2009

i think it's weird how like. the past kind of recreates itself right in front of you. it feels like deja vu. like i've been in this moment before. it's not terrifying or anything. but i don't know. i just feel like i should know what to do in such a familiar situation. i probably do it's just not coming to mind right now. haha, i just dislike being stuck in the same footsteps, you know what i'm saying? it's kinda weird how you can feel so much all at once to the extent to where you don't feel anything at all. i don't know in my state of mind i just see a lot of things happening. but i just feel that i'm so focused on what choices i make where it all just seems oblivious to me. haha my advisor said i'ma 55 year old in an 18 year old body cus i just seem like suchhhh an adult. i keep going back n forth in my head. it's insane. ah, sometimes i just can't find the words. i'm not going to go into depth about much else tonight.

you're killn me, you're filln me with sorrow, sunrise,
goodbyes, & missn you tomorrow's.

peace.