I'm Kanney, if you haven't figured that out already; I'm just an 18 year old girl from California who comes here to talk about life among other things. If you need to contact me for whatever reason then email me at: kanneybby@gmail.com
Monday, September 14, 2009
covered in rain @ 1:43 AM
i feel kinda impassive today.
just one of those days i guess.
maybe i should be doing more right now or something.
i don't know what it is.
well the past couple of hours i've been thinking about life.
haha, i know i know.
that's nothing new to me ... but i don't know.
for some reason i feel like i have
this big insight, or new light.
i use to feel really guilty about things i've lost
in my life. but when i think about it at this
current moment ... i don't feel
the guilt anymore - especially because i know that good things go, so
greater things can come. i guess sometimes you just have to let go in
order to let in. some can say it's a hard concept to get use to .. cus it
is. there's no lying in that. so there's no sense in sugar coating anything.
i'm watching why did i get married for probably the millionth time.
i'd have to say that's definitely one of my most favorite movies.
it teaches you a lot about love, & relationships. it's funny how being
that we're all different, we're all kinda working toward finding the
same thing. we all change. of course through different circumstances,
but we do. we're all learning together. and healing. and moving on.
ahh, i don't know. lol. i'm kinda just rambling on now ..
i feel very philosophical hahaha.
but i'm going to call it a night.
peace.
just one of those days i guess.
maybe i should be doing more right now or something.
i don't know what it is.
well the past couple of hours i've been thinking about life.
haha, i know i know.
that's nothing new to me ... but i don't know.
for some reason i feel like i have
this big insight, or new light.
i use to feel really guilty about things i've lost
in my life. but when i think about it at this
current moment ... i don't feel
the guilt anymore - especially because i know that good things go, so
greater things can come. i guess sometimes you just have to let go in
order to let in. some can say it's a hard concept to get use to .. cus it
is. there's no lying in that. so there's no sense in sugar coating anything.
i'm watching why did i get married for probably the millionth time.
i'd have to say that's definitely one of my most favorite movies.
it teaches you a lot about love, & relationships. it's funny how being
that we're all different, we're all kinda working toward finding the
same thing. we all change. of course through different circumstances,
but we do. we're all learning together. and healing. and moving on.
ahh, i don't know. lol. i'm kinda just rambling on now ..
i feel very philosophical hahaha.
but i'm going to call it a night.
peace.