Wednesday, August 19, 2009

i have this swooooosh of confidence today. i don't quite know what it is, or where it came from. but i'm happy it's here. i feel really good right now. not in the "man, i'm in a great mood!" sense but more in the "i'm content ... i'm at peace" i felt that way while i was taking my shower earlier. i just felt like nothing could possibly kill my mood. and so far, nothing has. (okay, i won't jinx myself .. at this given moment nothing is.) i feel like a phase of strength is to stop caring what others think. i use to be SO self-conscious about my body/body image to where it'd bother me. to where i'd ... just ... be hard on my self, ya know. BUT I AM THE WAY I AM BECAUSE THIS IS HOW I WAS MEANT TO BE. :) this is how i was meant to be.