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Friday, August 14, 2009
pondering @ 1:21 AM
sometimes i wonder what the purpose of dreams are. like why do we have to see things while we sleep ... or slip into the unconscious part of our brain when it's time for us to unwind. and what is it exactly that they're trying to show us ... are they thoughts and images created by US? or are they there from something ... and are our minds projecting them in our brains for us to see .. to try and tell us things. i've been having a reocurring event for a few of my dreams recently. and i don't like it. but it keeps coming back. and i'm wondering if it's coming back because it's something i keep in the back of my mind while i'm conscious or because it's something i fear. i'm not sure. i'm getting paranoid sometimes. not to the point where it's bad ... but you know .. just a lil bit. more and more each day. since i've had dreams involving the very image i'm trying to block from my mind. it's not something i want to dream about so i don't know why it's there. i don't want it there. i'm afraid of the possibility of it being true. of it being a prediction of the exact reality i'm living in now. well i don't know if i can say prediction .. because that would have to be something toward the future i'm assuming. being that pre means before. hm
correct me if i'm wrong .. but one of the actions of the human body is to protect, yes? but if it can protect us and fix us up when we get hurt .. our immune system gets attacked, etc. ... why can't it heal the things that are broken. that are damaged. that have been destroyed. that have been demolished. that have been hurt. or. given the theory that everything happens for a reason. i can disect down my thoughts and ponders and base it on a conclusion that being that my unconscious mind is making me see things ... making that's forcing me to lose my fear of the possibilities ... which can enable me to grow, to evolve, to learn, ... to not be afraid.
well thirty minutes are more than passed ... i don't know what to think. have my unconscious beat me to the truth? i'm not sure.
correct me if i'm wrong .. but one of the actions of the human body is to protect, yes? but if it can protect us and fix us up when we get hurt .. our immune system gets attacked, etc. ... why can't it heal the things that are broken. that are damaged. that have been destroyed. that have been demolished. that have been hurt. or. given the theory that everything happens for a reason. i can disect down my thoughts and ponders and base it on a conclusion that being that my unconscious mind is making me see things ... making that's forcing me to lose my fear of the possibilities ... which can enable me to grow, to evolve, to learn, ... to not be afraid.
well thirty minutes are more than passed ... i don't know what to think. have my unconscious beat me to the truth? i'm not sure.