Wednesday, August 5, 2009

i think i know how it feels now ... to feel scared. i'm not talking about the old-fashioned "oh, look there's a boogyman hiding in my closet!" type of scared. i'm talking about the type of scared, or the type of fear that can be life-changing. the kinda fear where you're not sure if you should take the risk. take the chance. take the hit. take the fall. sometimes i tend to let my mind make decisions for me, i think my mind is the most central thing about me sometimes. i try to decide using my mind as well as what i feel in my heart. but something tells me they're not communicating as well as they use to. and i have no idea what that means. i really didn't want to go and feel overwhelmed before i slept ... but my oh so grateful mind already beat me to it.

well, i think i'm going to let my mind retire for the night (err early morning).
peace.