Thursday, August 27, 2009

i was gonna talk about something else .. but ..i feel somewhat content and frustrated all at the same time. it's pretty hot in my room right now ... that's probably why i'm feeling so frustrated but i'll open the window when i go lay down. oh, something just happened. haha one of my good friends who i haven't talked to in a longgg ass while just emailed me. :) see, that's something i truly respect in people. like regardless of whatever's going on in their life they'll still take the time out and hit a person up. that was really nice of them to do that .. even tho they didn't have to. but i'm glad they did. so i just wanted to put that out there because it lightened up my mood not that i was in a bad mood or anything. i should be sleeping right now ... i will when i'm done eating. i know this is probably gonna sound really depressing but i can't really imagine life without my parents. i hope you know what i'm getting at .. cus it's kinda obvious. but idk. i know it's gonna be a hard thing for me to get over. regardless which parent it is. i know it's something that's bound to happen to everybody. but i'm not sure if i'm ready for them. the concept of this world sucks sometimes lol. you live and then you die. and there's nothing you can do about it. well .. scientists are coming up with ways for elongating life. they came up with experiments and shit such as the body freezing, making artificial body parts, and there was another one ... well they came up with a proven theory that blood from babies transferred into an older person's bloodstream contains these types of cells that make your heart and etc. "younger/healthier". i don't know .. i'm sure that when i die i wanna donate my organs tho. that's something i do know. it's sad that people die waiting for their new organs.

i need to work on losing some weight. :|

peace (for now)