Thursday, August 27, 2009

actually. idk. what i wasn't going to write about in the last post that i wrote. i should probably get it off of my chest. it's been marinating long enough. i just read my horoscope off my phone (lol) and it's expressing the same things i'm feeling. like the exact things. "... so it's no wonder that you'll surprise yourself -- and quite a few other people -- when you confront someone you don't know well. Don't worry -- this has been a long time coming." YO I think that's telling me to confess what i'm so frustrated about! but i seriously think i might just be out of pocket cus i don't want to confront that person if it's all about nothing and i'm just getting ahead of myself. i don't know what the right thing to do is. i think i know why i've been thinking so negative about that particular subject .. i think it's cus i'm just preparing myself for the worst. which is why it's in my dreams .. in my thoughts .. in the back of my mind. it's a shame when i have to prepare myself for something to fall apart right in front of me. but i wonder if it's ever the right thing to do to confront + assess the situation? i hate the feeling of not having someone to talk to.

going to bed for real this time.