Monday, June 8, 2009

my whole life i believed that good things come to those who wait. i've always wondered how long that wait is though. i mean, you can go your whole entire like being tricked into thinking you found that good thing just to come and find out that it was nothing but make believe. it's unfortunate how life will play games with you like that. this entire day has just set me off. i'm pushed off my axis. this whole day i've been pondering, searching, wondering, and asking myself why. i went through a lot today ... and that's okay. i still don't quite understand everything right now. but i'm going to stop trying. i think that's what i should have been doing from the start. this past month or so i've just gotten so lost. i wish things would go back to how they were. i don't really have school anymore. i graduate in a few days. but i should probably try getting some sleep. i thank moni for keeping me company today.