I'm Kanney, if you haven't figured that out already; I'm just an 18 year old girl from California who comes here to talk about life among other things. If you need to contact me for whatever reason then email me at: kanneybby@gmail.com
Sunday, May 10, 2009
distance @ 10:04 PM
i feel this space building up. and i'm making it worse for allowing it to be there. i know i have the power to shorten the gap. but i'm just not doing it. but, why? i don't even understand. i'm killing my mind thinking about it now because i just can't figure it out. i want to make things better. or different. it just doesn't feel the same right now. at least for this moment in time it doesn't.
moment ... in ... time. time.
maybe there's nothing i can do. maybe that's why i'm being all distant and reclusive. sighs. it just doesn't feel the same. this thinking and stuff's lately led me to believe something about myself. and whether it's true or not. i'm not going to mention it on here tho. i'm not being myself right now. ... i just know i'm not. this isn't me. and i know this because i feel alien about this entire situation. primarily because i'm not handling it the way kanney would.
where did i go? ... and when am i coming back?
note to self: i miss you terribly.
moment ... in ... time. time.
maybe there's nothing i can do. maybe that's why i'm being all distant and reclusive. sighs. it just doesn't feel the same. this thinking and stuff's lately led me to believe something about myself. and whether it's true or not. i'm not going to mention it on here tho. i'm not being myself right now. ... i just know i'm not. this isn't me. and i know this because i feel alien about this entire situation. primarily because i'm not handling it the way kanney would.
where did i go? ... and when am i coming back?
note to self: i miss you terribly.