Tuesday, April 7, 2009

ugh, my tv blew out so i'm currently unable to watch tv.
i was trying to watch seven pounds online.
it's a good movie from what i've been watching so far.
but i really don't feel like sitting here any longer.

i wonder why life makes it so difficult for you to "evolve".
from something that you once were
to who you are now or becoming.
i know that with life you must first experience
before you can continue growing.
each moment,
each event is a stepping stool within your path of life.
and i also am aware that you must first step on glass
in order to get on with the journey.
but how come when you get rid of something
or exclude it out of your "ways",
they slowly start reappearing again?
.. not from you personally, but socially.
so,

life + mistakes = life?

anyways, before i go any deeper
with my thoughts or this math equation
it's time for me to lay down now.
it's like 4am.

but on an ending note;
some leaves need to remain where they are.
never to be startled. (not a reference to secrets)

g'night.