I'm Kanney, if you haven't figured that out already; I'm just an 18 year old girl from California who comes here to talk about life among other things. If you need to contact me for whatever reason then email me at: kanneybby@gmail.com
Sunday, March 8, 2009
butterflies @ 12:09 AM
i know i haven't posted anything in a while lol cus i didn't rly have anything happy to write so i wanted to wait until then.
as a kid, i always loved thinking about my future. what i would look like, my career, possible family. all of that. the whole nine yards. the fact that i had that type of mentality at the age of five and beyond makes me laugh. i realized that i act really old. although i'm pretty young. which i'm going to say is a pretty good thing. i remember i imagined myself as being in my "golden years" telling stories in the living room of my house to a circle of kids from the neighborhood. lol, with a bunch of cats walking around everywhere. and this is where i noticed that i always pictured myself alone. up until some time ago i began picturing my future with other people. but hardly any of it ever came out right. but now, i see myself growing with someone. and i picture a future. and everything - all of it - looks so perfect.
sighhhhs, <3
have you ever met someone that makes you happy every week, every day, every hour, and every second? someone who just lifted your spirits because they felt that that was what they were obligated to do? someone who says things to put a smile on your face, and makes you feel like you're on top of the world? someone who never fails to be the person you can always rely on? someone who cares about the things you say, and remembers the little stuff? someone who makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside? someone who can wipe the tears away without even being right there in front of your face? someone who can take all the pain away with a few simple words? someone who can always make you laugh at any given point in time? someone who stays up with you when it's 3am and fights to stay awake? someone who is willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love? someone you look forward to talking to each and every day? someone who is your sunshine, who makes you happy when skies are gray?
someone who automatically makes you forget about your problems? someone who's hard to find, but lucky to have? someone who's simply amazing at everything they do? someone who makes you glad to be alive? someone who's just ... too good for words.
well my eyes are getting watery & my tummy is starting to hurt again.
so i guess this is my calling.
pce.
as a kid, i always loved thinking about my future. what i would look like, my career, possible family. all of that. the whole nine yards. the fact that i had that type of mentality at the age of five and beyond makes me laugh. i realized that i act really old. although i'm pretty young. which i'm going to say is a pretty good thing. i remember i imagined myself as being in my "golden years" telling stories in the living room of my house to a circle of kids from the neighborhood. lol, with a bunch of cats walking around everywhere. and this is where i noticed that i always pictured myself alone. up until some time ago i began picturing my future with other people. but hardly any of it ever came out right. but now, i see myself growing with someone. and i picture a future. and everything - all of it - looks so perfect.
sighhhhs, <3
have you ever met someone that makes you happy every week, every day, every hour, and every second? someone who just lifted your spirits because they felt that that was what they were obligated to do? someone who says things to put a smile on your face, and makes you feel like you're on top of the world? someone who never fails to be the person you can always rely on? someone who cares about the things you say, and remembers the little stuff? someone who makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside? someone who can wipe the tears away without even being right there in front of your face? someone who can take all the pain away with a few simple words? someone who can always make you laugh at any given point in time? someone who stays up with you when it's 3am and fights to stay awake? someone who is willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love? someone you look forward to talking to each and every day? someone who is your sunshine, who makes you happy when skies are gray?
someone who automatically makes you forget about your problems? someone who's hard to find, but lucky to have? someone who's simply amazing at everything they do? someone who makes you glad to be alive? someone who's just ... too good for words.
well my eyes are getting watery & my tummy is starting to hurt again.
so i guess this is my calling.
pce.