kanneyslife




I'm Kanney, if you haven't figured that out already; I'm just an 18 year old girl from California who comes here to talk about life among other things. If you need to contact me for whatever reason then email me at: kanneybby@gmail.com











Tuesday, February 24, 2009
life @ 9:52 PM

ugh. i'm still feeling numb. i thought it'd be gone by now but it's not. sighs.

oh man, it was crazy on monday in my fourth period class (English - a.k.a. the rant i had about my teacher) anyways. she tried to call me out and tell me i had an attitude. like wtf. i mean, she didn't necessarily say it but she was implying it.
okay ... lemme throw out the scenario. it was the beginning of class. normally we have vocabulary to do on mondays (writing down 20 words & definitions). the teacher was ranting about the school rules -- how we're not supposed to have cell phones out & electronics. and she went on talking for about let's say .. 10-15 minutes. okay, now here's my argument.

1). Everyone in that class is a senior. Chances are we've ALL been here since the 9th grade.
2). We're all well aware of the school rules because most schools in this district abide by similiar ones.
3). We get a copy of the school rules the first day of school & go over them our first week.
4). Rules are meant to be broken. No matter how hard you try not everyone is going to follow them.
5). You ranting about it - when everyone in that class is clearly aware of the rule - was a waste.
6). You've only been an official teacher since when -- last year?


alright, alright, alright. i know that if i mentioned any of my 5 arguments i woulda seriously came off as a sour apple. so instead i said "uhh .. yeah. so can we get on with vocabulary?" lol so then she gets all pissed off and starts foaming at the mouth then looks at me and goes "we can do this without the attitude". i seriously didn't have an attitude. lol. i said that in the most calmest voice ever. and i was even chill about it. so whatever. teachers just don't understand me. her of all people shouldn't even be talking about anything.

ugh school & senior project is kicking my ass. i'm behind on school work.
i'm super worried about one of my friends. i wish there was more i could do for her.
i'm starting to worry about my future a little bit - which is something new to me.
i'm worrying/thinking/stressing about other stuff.
i feel like i'm barely home now.
i realized the past 4 lines i've been complaining.
there's one person keeping me sane;
through all of this mess.
the one guy i can count on.

and i'll get to talk to him tomorrowww after his interview thingy.

=)