Sunday, February 1, 2009

your ass pisses me off. it's hilarious all this drama i've been having because of you. how terrible my life has been ON TOP of all the shit i'm going through right now. this shit with you has been going on for MONTHS now. and i kept KEPT kept KEEEPT telling you that things weren't going the way they were thought out to go. and you still tried at something that just clearly wasn't going to work. and that really makes you think cus what the fuck does a ... you know what. i really don't even care right now. i am so done with this shit. you haven't done anything but just make things worse. if you were really trying to "improve" all the things we kept fighting about then why did you constantly try to go back and tie up the loose ends? like you can't move forward without moving backward. there was NEVER any progress. and that was the true problem. and what made it EVEN WORSE was when you tried to portray someone that I knew, that is in fact a very close person to me as someone who wasn't about the right thing. and tried to tie me up into that. fuck you. you always thought you had me so figured out. and you wonder why i can't even take you seriously? you came back into my life to waste my time and tell me that you hate me, i'm a kid, i'm ignorant, i don't deserve happiness, i'm heartless, i'm cold ... man fuck outta here with all of that. i know who i am. i know what i deserve. NOBODY DEFINES ME BUT ME. and to have you come up to me and tell me that about him just really set it off. you tried to come off as real and get in the way of what i felt towards someone else. i'm not even including any of the other friendships i lost with ppl because of YOU. OH and on a sidenote. you tell me that i'm all about excuses yet you do the same thing .. you seriously got some fucking issues. no wonder you've been through what you've been through. what your true actual problem was with any of that is that you used that as an excuse for your ACTIONS. and you indeed were no different .. no different. which is a shame. how dare you YOU OF ALL PEOPLE tell ME to grow up? lmao. you definitely need to start acting YOUR age and stop using MINE as an excuse for the things that happened. it doesn't really matter what you think. i really don't even care. you are of no importance to me. whatsoever.

KICK ROCKS.
and stay the fuck out of my life.