Monday, January 26, 2009

so last night a lot of shit happened. i realized that things are happening for a reason. if it was meant to happen the way it was perceived in some people's eyes then that's the way it was to happen, right? i believed shit that wasn't there and tried to make something work that deep down i knew wasn't going to but i kept trying anyways because i don't give up on something unless i don't see a point. and yeah, i guess someone got hurt in the process and yeah, this is a first for me. but i don't really feel bad about it. hahaha ... i feel like a humongous weight has been lifted off my shoulders and fortunately i don't have to worry about that kinda weight coming back to taunt me. cus it's gone. for good. i can care less about what you had or have to say about me. it was fate. i'm not weak minded, i'm not fake, i'm not a free spirit, i'm not ignorant, i'm not immature, i don't need to grow up cus obviously i am grown. i'm a lot more mature than tons of ppl i know. i'm just me. your ass was too much of a trip. you could never take me as i am.

apparently you were unable to embrace the real me.

goodbye bad feelings.

may you never come back to ruin my life ever again.

it's time to start a new chapter of my life.

i'm going forward with a smile on my face and never looking back.